Am I late again or was it never meant to be?
I’ve been thinking about this question repeatedly for the past few weeks.
As I see that you’ve fallen for someone else.
We’ve spent sleepless nights talking, but maybe you were talking to him as well.
We’ve sent good morning messages frequently, but maybe you were also sending him some as well.
We’ve spent time together, just the two of us, but maybe you spent as much and maybe even more time with him as well.
At this point, I’m not exactly sure how to feel about what just happened.
At first, everything became less frequent until it became nothing at all.
All of a sudden, that happened.
On some days my mind goes blank and on some days my mind can’t process anything because of what goes in it.
The only resolve I can think of right now is to walk away from you.
Not because I have anything against you.
But because I can’t watch you fall in love again with someone else
And it still can’t be me.
- Goodbye for Now - May 16, 2020
- Running - April 13, 2020
