It’s been a long time
Since the last poem was sent
Cause I fear
That the power of words would run out of magic
And play to be just a normal phrase
This leads me to want
Not to see you everyday
Not to let you feel my presence for a while
Cause just like these words
I am afraid to lose worth
Afraid to lose my effect
I am afraid to be normalized
But then I’ve realized
The more I think about stepping a bit
The more I want to be close
Closer
And a little more
Cause the longer I set the distance
The more I long for you
For
How lovely does it do
To wake up everyday
And imagine your eyes
The way it is when I open mine
How hypnotizing it really is
Trying to affect me with it’s lost of control
How much cravings does it cost
Which I can’t even bare
Whenever I feel like eating the candy
Or even the bubblegum
The desire to consume this unlimited offer
As long as it’s with you
How heart-melting it is
To feel your joy
With the curve in your lips
With the sound of your laughter
Everytime you feel my effect on you
Everytime you feel tickled
And
How melancholic would it be
Being unable to feel
The warmth of your body
As it sets close to mine
As you embrace me
With a fire on your heart
I realize
That sometimes
Having the fear of not keeping off the grass
Because it is slippery when wet,
As they say,
Won’t make you enjoy the feeling of being there
While it rains
So I set my fears aside
And let the moment be
Let you know that I love you
And that
I miss you.
- Cliché of Feeling - September 19, 2020
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- Cautious - May 10, 2020
You will always be free to let all those confusing feelings out 🙂