Love came to me in the most unexpected time and person. I never thought that out of the million, you would bring my heart into life. The colors that you give me are unexplainable just like how magical the rainbow shows in the sky.
I can still remember the day when we met. I never had a clue that you’d be the one I’ll let my heart rest into. I was afraid, but you never let me be. The way you handled it was just perfect that made me doubt no more about your intention, that you’re the one whom I can trust to. That’s when I decided to break the walls of my heart and let you in. To be someone who’ll grow with me and take care of this fragile heart of mine, so much of how I always dreamt to handle yours, so much of how I am willing to do so.
The journey was and is still tough my dear. The unexpected happenings are not always of good but are more on sad and challenging circumstances. You might give up, might have second thoughts, or even decide to walk away. Please know that I’ll trust your decisions. It may be hard, but I will. This is not because I can let go easily , but is because I seemed to be a martyr ever since. I can let you have what you choose to have, take the road you choose to take, and live the life you choose to live even if I wouldn’t be part of it anymore. Just remember that, for better or for worst, I would still love you the same way as it is on that first day. Nothing you do can make me love you less.
I always appear to be dramatic. To someone who would be able to read this, he might think that we haven’t had our happy ending. Sorry for that. I just do believe that endings are about happy thoughts. That a rainbow appears after the rain, and remember, it’s you. So I decided to let this be.
Fate and destiny, I guess, drag me my perfect fit and that the hole of my heart found it’s only key. You. Please stay by my side as long as you can. To see the future into someone’s eyes is a strange feeling to me. I never had seen home in someone’s heartbeat. But with you I did.
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