FOR YOU, A.
I do not regret loving you but I do regret choosing you.
I regret so much choosing you for so many years and that I wasted my feelings for someone who didn’t even try to appreciate it.
At first, I thought you were the one, the one I’m destined for, but it turned out to be that you’re my ‘regretful one’.
We ended roughly,
We parted ways abruptly,
So I forget you forcefully,
Yes, I forced myself to completely forget you, the pain, the misery and everything about you.
I want to hide.
I want to be locked up somewhere.
Where no one can see my crying.
Regretting so much for doing this to myself.
Regretting so much for loving you at the highest level I can give.
Thus, in the end,
She won.
I will never win your heart.
It will always be her who can have it.
Thankfully, you left me so much pain which turned out to be lessons.
Lesson of finding the value I deserve.
And embracing the kind of woman I can be.
For that, goodbye, your part in my story has ended.
- FOR YOU, D. - April 4, 2021
- FOR YOU, A. - April 4, 2021