2:14

Things are better, I believe.

But there are times when it still feels like it’s not.

For a while, I want to stare at nothing

And let those around me pass by

As if they are these tiny little particles

That I don’t even see, feel, or care about.

I kept on living with gratitude ‘coz, Why not?

I know I have a lot to be grateful for

But there are just some days when nothing feels right

And even if everything’s in place,

I still wonder what’s the point of this life

Now I understand why tears suddenly want to drop

Why do things suddenly get dark, and why it feels so heavy

I can no longer hide from it, I have to face it

And this time, I hope I can burst everything out from the past

So I can finally live up to my present and future.

Yes, I will no longer run away from you

But I hope you’ll also understand,

that I’m no longer that warm little girl from the past

You made me change that.

I may still not want or be ready to see you, but I’ll try.

There was once a guy who told me…

Asking my what-ifs will lead me to no good

And I do believe him

But I’m stubborn, and I still seek for answers

And at some point, I’m glad I did.

And to that guy, who once told me to stop asking my what-ifs,

I now no longer do. I make sure not to regret a thing

For a couple of days, I doubted, If I didn’t give it my all

What if I did give things another try?

Now I know and can accept why I didn’t.

Now I’m relieved.

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